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    Monday, January 3rd, 2011
    4:46 pm
    @@@@@Sometimes there were extra things for
    @@@@@Sometimes
    there were extra things for Jared, packaged foods with brand names I recognized–Red Vines,
    Snickers, Pop-TartsI tried to imagine how the humans had gotten their hands on these
    delicacies
    I didn't expect him to share–of course not–but I wondered sometimes if he thought I was
    hoping he wouldOne of my few entertainments was hearing him eat his treats, because he
    always did so ostentatiously, perhaps rubbing it in the way he had with the pillow that first
    night
    Once, Jared slowly ripped open a bag of Cheetos–showy about it as usual–and the rich smell of
    fake powdered cheese rolled through my cave… delicious, irresistibleHe ate one slowly, letting
    me hear each distinct crunch
    My stomach growled loudly, and I laughed at myselfI hadn't laughed in so long; I tried to
    remember the last time and couldn't–just that strange bout of macabre hysteria in the desert,
    which really didn't count aslaughterEven before I'd come here, there hadn't been much I'd
    found funny
    But this seemed hilarious to me for some reason–my stomach yearning after that one small
    Cheeto–and I laughed againA sign of madness, surely
    I didn't know how my reaction offended him, but he got up and disappearedAfter a long
    moment, I could hear him eating the Cheetos again, but from farther awayI peeked out of the
    hole to see that he was sitting in the shadows at the end of the corridor, his back to meI pulled
    my head inside, afraid he might turn and catch me watchingFrom then on, he stayed down at
    that end of the hall as much as possibleOnly at night did he stretch out in front of my prison
    Twice a day–or rather twice a night, as he never took me when the others were about–I got to
    walk to the room with the rivers; it was a highlight, despite the terror, as it was the only time I
    was not hunched into the unnatural shapes my small cave forced on meEach time I had to
    crawl back inside was harder than the last
    Three times that week, always during the sleeping hours, someone came to check on us
    The first time it was Kyle
    Jared's sudden lunge to his feet woke me“Get out of here,” he warned, holding the gun ready
    “Just checking,” Kyle saidHis voice was far away but loud and rough enough that I was sure it
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    Saturday, January 1st, 2011
    4:52 pm
    @@@@@ The fatigue would be too much for your
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    The fatigue would be too much for your auntI believe we must not
    think of a Northampton ballA dance at home would be more eligible;
    and if—”
    “Ah, my dear Sir Thomas!” interrupted MrsNorris, “I knew what
    was comingI knew what you were going to sayIf dear Julia were at
    home, or dearest MrsRushworth at Sotherton, to afford a reason,
    an occasion for such a thing, you would be tempted to give the
    young people a dance at MansfieldIf they were
    at home to grace the ball, a ball you would have this very Christmas
    Thank your uncle, William, thank your uncle!”
    “My daughters,” replied Sir Thomas, gravely interposing, “have their
    pleasures at Brighton, and I hope are very happy; but the dance which
    I think of giving at Mansfield will be for their cousinsCould we be
    all assembled, our satisfaction would undoubtedly be more complete,
    but the absence of some is not to debar the others of amusementNorris had not another word to sayShe saw decision in his
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    Jane Austen
    looks, and her surprise and vexation required some minutes’ silence
    to be settled into composureA ball at such a time! His daughters
    absent and herself not consulted! There was comfort, however, soon
    at handShe must be the doer of everything: Lady Bertram would
    of course be spared all thought and exertion, and it would all fall
    upon herShe should have to do the honours of the evening; and
    this reflection quickly restored so much of her good-humour as enabled
    her to join in with the others, before their happiness and thanks
    were all expressed
    Edmund, William, and Fanny did, in their different ways, look
    and speak as much grateful pleasure in the promised ball as Sir Thomas
    could desireEdmund’s feelings were for the other twoHis
    father had never conferred a favour or shewn a kindness more to his
    satisfaction
    Lady Bertram was perfectly quiescent and contented, and had no
    objections to makeSir Thomas engaged for its giving her very little
    trouble; and she assured him “that she was not at all afraid of the
    trouble; indeed, she could not imagine there would be anyNorris was ready with her suggestions as to the rooms he
    would think fittest to be used, but found it all prearranged; and
    when she would have conjectured and hinted about the day, it appeared
    that the day was settled tooSir Thomas had been amusing
    himself with shaping a very complete outline of the business; and as
    soon as she would listen quietly, could read his list of the families to
    be invited, from whom he calculated, with all necessary allowance
    for the shortness of the notice, to collect young people enough to
    form twelve or fourteen couple: and could detail the considerations
    which had induced him to fix on the 22nd as the most eligible day
    William was required to be at Portsmouth on the 24th; the 22nd
    would therefore be the last day of his visit; but where the days were
    so few it would be unwise to fix on any earlierNorris was
    obliged to be satisfied with thinking just the same, and with having
    been on the point of proposing the 22nd herself, as by far the best
    day for the purpose
    The ball was now a settled thing, and before the evening a proclaimed
    thing to all whom it concerned
    Friday, December 31st, 2010
    4:54 pm
    @@@@@ “And I shall personally clear you through
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    “And I shall personally clear you through customs
    Brendan Patrick Pierre Prefontaine, carrying his suitcase of burnished leather, walked out into
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    lettering: INTER-ISLAND AIRWAYSIt couldn’t do any harm to inquire, he mused, then he
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    Tranquility was sandwiched between Canada Cay and Turtle RockTwo clerks, both young, one
    black and one white, the former a young woman, the latter a blond-haired man in his early twenties,
    were talking quietly“May I help you, sir?”
    “I’m not really sure,” replied Brendan hesitantly“My schedule’s so unsettled, but it seems I
    have a friend on Tranquility Isle
    “At the inn, sir?”
    “Yes, apparently soDoes it take long to fly over there?”
    “If the weather’s clear, no more than fifteen minutes, but that would be an amphibious charter
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    “Sure, there is, babe,” interrupted the young man with small gold wings pinned crookedly on his
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    “He’s not scheduled for today
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    At that instant and with those words, Prefontaine’s eyes fell in astonishment on two stacks of
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    if he had the time to debate with himself, he knew his decision was made
    “I’d like to purchase a ticket on that flight, if I may,” he said, watching the boxes of Gerber’s
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    He had found the unknown woman with the small male child and the infant
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    Routine secondhand inquiries at the Federal Trade Commission confirmed the fact that its
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    Wednesday, December 29th, 2010
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    His voice, though quiet as a breath, was fierce with determinationI was paralyzed at the
    thought of him becoming more involved with this situation, with meI thought of the barbarians
    he lived withWould his age protect him from them if he tried to protect me? I doubted itMy
    thoughts scrambled, searching for some way to dissuade him without triggering his
    stubbornness
    Jamie spoke before I could say anything; he was suddenly calm, as if the answer was plain in
    front of him“Jared will think of something
    “Jared won't believe you, eitherHe'll be the angriest of them all
    “Even if he doesn't believe it, he'll protect her
    “We'll see,” I mutteredI'd find the perfect words later–the argument that would not sound like
    an argument
    Jamie was quiet, thinkingEventually, his breathing got slower, and his mouth fell openI
    waited until I was sure he was deeply under, and then I crawled over him and very carefully
    shifted him from the floor to the bedHe was heavier than before, but I managed
    I put Jared's pillow back where it belonged, and then stretched out on the mat
    Well,I thought,I just hurled myself out of the frying panBut I was too tired to care what this
    would mean tomorrowWithin seconds, I was unconscious
    When I woke, the crevices in the ceiling were bright with echoed sunlight, and someone was
    whistling
    The whistling stopped
    “Finally,” Jeb muttered when my eyes fluttered
    I rolled onto my side so that I could look at him; as I moved, Jamie's hand slid from my
    Monday, December 27th, 2010
    4:50 pm
    @@@@@Goldstein flushed with anger recalling itBut
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    He sat down beside Roth and looked off moodily at the oceanWhen Roth finished talking, Goldstein nodded his head"Why are they like that?" he asked
    "Who?"
    "The Anti-SemitenWhy don't they ever learn? Why does God permit it?"
    Roth sneered"God is a luxury I don't give myself Goldstein struck the palm of his hand with his fist"No, I just don't understand itHow can God look down on it and permit it? We're supposed to be the chosen people"Chosen! Chosen for tsoris!"
    "Personally, I'm an agnostic," Roth saidFor a time Goldstein stared at his hands, and then he smiled sadlyThe lines deepened about his mouth, and he had a sarcastic indrawn look on his lips"When the time comes," he said solemnly, "they won't ask you what kind of Jew you are
    "I think you worry too much about those things," Roth saidWhy was it, he asked himself, that so many Jews were filled with all kinds of old wives' tales? His parents at least were modern, but Goldstein was like an old grandfather full of mutterings and curses, certain he would die a violent death"The Jews worry too much about themselves," Roth saidHe rubbed his long sad nos
    Sunday, December 26th, 2010
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    Fanny could not avoid a faint smile, but had nothing to say
    “I cannot imagine Henry ever to have been happier,” continued
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    first watching her complacently, and then musing on something
    else, suddenly called her attention by saying: “I should like to sit
    talking with you here all day, but we must not forget the ladies
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    A very, very kind embrace, and some agitation of manner, accompanied
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    “I shall see your cousin in town soon: he talks of being there tolerably
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    Friday, December 24th, 2010
    4:46 pm
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    "Dammit, I invent speeches worthy of Lord Byron when I'm in the
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    "Do you, my angel? Might I hope that-"
    "I don't think so, Charles
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    The sandwiches in Scarlett's room lowly curled up their edges during
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    Billy
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    Thursday, December 23rd, 2010
    4:46 pm
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    “That makes me so sick,” he said, and his voice truly did sound as if he were nauseated“And
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    I shook my head at him
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    Jamie shuffled away, casting glances back at us every few minutes until he disappeared into
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    His words troubled me, and I followed him in silenceWhy should gallantry apply to me?
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    the furrow, between the stalksI trailed behind him until he stopped, somewhere in the middle
    of the field, set the dishes aside, and sprawled out on the dirt
    “Well, this is out of the way,” I said as I settled to the ground beside him, crossing my legs
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    Wednesday, December 22nd, 2010
    4:56 pm
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    He looks at his feet striding alongNothing's worth a good goddam
    But back in their furnished room, Lois is cooking his breakfast on a hotplate, and the kid, Jackie, comes running up to him, shows him a new schoolbookRed feels tired and happy
    Yeah, that's nice, kid, he says, patting him on the shoulder
    When Jackie has left for school, Lois sits down to eat breakfast with himSince he has been working in the flophouse they have only their mornings togetherAt eleven she leaves for the restaurant
    The eggs dry enough for you, honey? she asks
    Outside, in the new morning, some trucks are grinding by on Tenth AvenueThe traffic has an early-morning soundJesus, this is okay, he says aloud
    You like it, huh, Red
    She fingers her glassListen, Red, I went to see a lawyer yesterday about gettin' a divorce from Mike
    Yeah?
    I can do it for a hundred dollars, a little more maybe, but should I, I mean whatthehell if nothing should come of it, maybe it'd be better not to
    I dunno, kid, he says to her
    Red, I ain't askin' you to get married, you know I ain't nagged you, but I gotta look ahead
    It's all there before himThe choice again, but it means admitting he's throughI dunno, Lois, that's the goddam truthI like ya a lot and you're a good kid, there's no gettin' away from that, an' it's only fair to ya, but I gotta think about itI ain't made for stay in' in one place, I dunno there's just somethin', it's kind've a big count
    Sunday, December 19th, 2010
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    Saturday, December 18th, 2010
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    Friday, December 10th, 2010
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    Tuesday, December 7th, 2010
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    the
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